It's 2:30 in the morning.  I can't sleep at all!  Stupid sailor boy has my mind on sex...so not fair.  I haven't been with anyone in over a year...and that was my lovely walk away husband.  Sex with him was pretty good...had some trouble helping me close the deal, if you know what I mean.  I can honestly say that sailor boy has me hotter than I've been in a long time.  I can't remeber feeling this kind of sexual tension...ever.  I feel like I'd melt if he touches me.  I wish  could pinpoint what it is, but I can't.  He's got me wanting it bad, lol. 

We're supposed to go out later in the week.  How am I supposed to sit across the table from him and make small talk when all I really want to do is drop down in front of him and suck until his head caves in?  I'm telling ya...damn.  I'm supposed to sit in a dark theater with him and be good?  I want his hands all over me...mmm.

I'm anxious to see if I can keep to my no sex on the first date rule...I'm bringing condoms just in case ;)