Mine is not one of them.  I don't update regularly.  I don't have a lot of interesting things to say.  I'm not that great of a writer.  I'm not sure why I am even keeping one.  In college, I'd flash my boobs when I needed attention...now, I guess it's this :)  Anyway, here's the rambling.

I've met some really great people online.  Some of them have blogs that kick this blog's ass.  They're witty.  They're well written.  They're nicely designed.  Mine will never be one of those.  That's okay with me.  I'm sure someone could come in and airbrush my shit into a nicer read, but screw that.  My brother is the writer, not me. 

So, dating...may have another date with a guy I've met online.  Seems nice, blah blah blah.  He's psuedo local.  I have to admit something though.  I've met 2 guys online that I would absolutely love to meet.  Both are great in different ways.  I have tons in common with one, it seems.  He's the kind of guy I'd want to hang out with no matter what the situation.  Guy #2 is a big sweety :)  There's a real chance of meeting up with him in a few weeks/months if all goes according to plan.

Work doesn't exist for me at the moment.  I'm temporarily unemployed until I'm officially a sub again.  It sucks ass, but I'll deal.

My Soon To Be Ex (STBX) has cancelled out on our court ordered mediation.  Shocking, I know.  This just makes it longer for us to get back to court.  I hope that I can someday figure out why he drags his ass when he's the one all gung-ho on divorcing me.  I could be nice and change my separation suit to a divorce, but I don't feel like making life any easier for him.  :)

So, I'm gonna set some goals for my little blog here...

1.  Post at least 3 times a week.

2.  Post something other than rants, lol.

3.  Learn to set more than a couple of goals :)

Date was good.  He was a nice guy...no real sparks, but otherwise it was enjoyable.  For the record THE SKELETON KEY is a shitty movie.  It had potential for the first 15 minutes.

This morning has completely sucked.  My 5 year old is whining her ass off and I can't fucking stand it.  The house is a wreck...I'm cleaning in 10 minute spurts here and there. 

Tomorrow, I have to resign and add my name to the substitute teacher list...hopefully make the rounds to the area schools to drum up business.

I hate not knowing if I'll be able to support my kids.  It's not a good feeling.  I'm really angry at my ex right now.  I'm angry at my soon-to-be ex bosses.  I'm angry at myself for being angry.

I have a date Saturday.  Local fella...seems really nice.  His mom is a teacher, lol.  We did meet online, but know some of the same people...he has good references. 

I'm looking forward to it :)

Yes, I got fucked over and not in the way that I'd like.  My job is supposed to be 1/2 time when I start in a few weeks.  Gas prices being what they are, I asked my principal (Rod Cum*****) if I could work 2.5 days/week instead of 5 half days.  He laughed and said, "No, I don't see that happening." 

So, I'm going to email him...make sure he meant it...(also get him telling me in writing that I can't do 2.5 days/week)...and then resign.  So what if I have a college degree?  All that means is that I won't need everything read to me as I apply for welfare.  Food stamps, here I come!

Oh, and still no sex...If I had a hammer, I'd be hitting myself repeatedly in the head with it.

He was very nice...reasonably attractive.  I felt absolutely no physical attraction, lol.  We had chatted online for a while...thought it might transfer over IRL, but it didn't. 

It was my first official dating thing since the separation.  I'm glad to have it out of the way.

Okay, updating, lol!

Soccerdad, thanks for stopping by!  I was thinking of going back and updating on the other site :) 

So, I'm 30 now.  Went to dinner with my friend, Susan.  Had a couple of drinks...got smashed, lol.

Still no sex.  Never could get it together with the guy.  I'm not as disappointed as I thought I would be.  It'll happen when it's supposed to happen, right?

Besides, I'm beginning to think single dads are the way to go, lol!

Batman~Have fun in Florida!  Give me a call sometime.